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Name: Karen
Country: United States
Metro: Overland Park
Birthday: 10/1/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Wolves, Ravens,
mastering more accetents, d
ebate,
forensics,
not slipping inot a Brittish accent when debating,
not slipping into a Carolina's accent when tiered
learning to keep the sewing machine from devouing the fabric when using it,
poking fun at friends,
learning more about divinitation,
exersing dust bunnies/dust buffilows/refuge lawn gnomes from my room,
writting stories and poetry,
sketching,
painting,
dragon searching,
listening to the living silance of nature w/ or w/o others,
Finishing one of my own novels
Expertise: Sarcasm,
cynical hummor,
talking in weird voices,
taking roll of theripist who wont condone or skolled for my friends and anyone else who needs someone to listen to them,
making bad jokes or manic comments durring bad situationts to even slightly raise spirts,
supressing my inner demons untill no one is around to see sercum to their whispers,
fakeing being happy so not to worry others or scare little campers,
trying to find something good in each day so to shorten the journy to freedom,
blocking memories of my past that would only bring pain.
being insane
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
Member Since:
7/17/2005
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| I'm a bitch. Plain and simple. Most of the time it's not a problem, helps me go through life and not give enough of a damn to strangle every idiot and asshole I have to deal with everyday in the school halls. So I try not to be big enough of it that everyone as to deal with. So I'm more of a part time servival bitch. Unfortunatly like most roles the bitch mask blends and mixes in with other parts of my personality when I'm not paying attention.
Like when I went to see everyman, that day I had been soo pushed and stressed for whatever reason that when I got home some of the bitch mask wasn't entirely gone. So when I called her to reafirm plans latter I learned they had changed. I talked to her, and I hurt her and I didn't even fucking realize it even when I saw her again. I was more willing to believe her lie of it being allergies then to follow my gut and see if someone had done anything wrong, and even worse by monday I had forgotten.
I'm a bitch and I'm alright with that. I cant stand people hurting my friends. I hurt one, the marter, and forgot.
That makes me a hypocrite as well as a bitch. that I can't stand.
What makes it worse is that because she's the martyer she will never openly ask for me to appologise, shell take the blame which isn't even hers and swollow it like deadly poison that will some day lead to us being unable to be friends. I'll be a bitch by accident and hurt her, she won't say anything but stay so bitter that nothing will fix it. That is one of the few things that scares me.
I'll fuck up and no one will tell me.
I'm a bitch, but I can't stand it when I hurt people I give a damn about.
I just, I don't know, hope one day the marter will tell when I've skrewed her over instead of taking the blame
Insainly yours
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Your element is WOOD. You are controlled by wind and you are dominating earth. You are resourceful, down to earth, helpful, and most of the time, calm. Like wood, you are very versatile and are usually good at more than one thing. You have a calming ability about you and are kind. You love living life to the fullest and always try to grow and learn in life. Your color is green and brown and your smell is fresh.
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Envy is your sin. Those who commit the sin of Envy desire something that someone else has which they perceive themselves as lacking. Envy could also be defined as "love of one's own good perverted to a desire to deprive other men of theirs." Leviathan is the name of the demon that tempts you with envy. As black is to white, envy is to kindness. Kindness, or admiration, is a virtue you should seek out more.
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| *gasp* Its a real update!!
Yeah haven't updated in a while because I haven't had anything to write about. well now I do. My own negativity has screwed me again last week when over the weekend I decied that since I wouldn't ever get in a real relationship with Aubry I would try to forget those feelings, move on and just be happy were friends. It worked with miss Squeak in eighth grade so it will work again just fine right. Wrong! Cause after being asked out by some random adorible girl (Emily) I go to choir to tell Aubry and learn that she was having flowers sent to my house in order to ask me to WPA. And that she is interested in getting to gether but not untill she's shure her body wont kill her...
Then I find out that Emily is a frosh, which I didn't think she was (I thought she was at least a sophmore) and normaly to years isn't that big of a deal but to me, right now, it's a bailing cord. As adorable as the girl is, I don't feel anything beyound like and can't really see my feelings going beyond that.
We've already said we're girlfriends but how can it be a relationship when you know nothing about each other and your still belongs to another no matter what your mind has decided.
Fith day dealing with the plauge that I finally gave up going to school with on thursday. I feel shaky and achy and so tired that I can't sleep. If I lay down on my back my legs feel strange and my eyes won't shut for more then a moment or so. If I lay on my side my stomach feels like I'm going to hurl so I fall asleep with the mantra 'please don't let me throw up' over and over again. I feel like my soul is floating in my body and the two are only attached by threads or like I'm under cold water and can't will myself up for air.
I'm on a diet of toast that I broke yesterday so I thought I had gotten better only to feel sick again today. I reaally hate this. It's like constantly being on the verge of tears but my tears are gone so I keep falling a little farther away. My head really hurts.
I never got the flowers by the way. Nor did I go to WPA.
Hopefully ragdoll will send me my drawings soon
Insanely, plague riddenly yours
karen
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